Last year my boyfriend and I broke up for a couple of months to go on a break, we would still meet up and hook up during this time. While we were hooking up one time he was on top of me while I was face down in the bed, usually he would pull out but this time he wouldn’t, I cried and begged him to stop but I don’t think he heard me and he finished inside me anyway. Was this rape? I know I initially consented but I revoked that consent. Flash forward to now, my boyfriend and I got back together but every time we have sex I get flashbacks to that. I don’t know what to do, every time I bring it up to him he gets really upset.