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Doctor told me it’s my fault

Posted: Wed Mar 20, 2019 10:26 am
by mary96
Hi, first time I have done something like this ....

I have suffered with depression and anxiety since I was 13, many suicide attempts, many therapies and different antidepressants..

My mood started to spiral suicidel thoughts, not sleeping uncontrollably Crying then the numbness, emptiness comes.

I went to my doctors to get help and tell them I’m having suicidle thoughts maybe change my medication and just some general support as I’m on the edge

The doctor told me stop feeling sorry for your self and your choosing to make your self miserable

This has sent me spiralling I had a breakdown in work and now I have to be with someone at all times because I’m on the end to kill myself

Has this happened to anyone

Re: Doctor told me it’s my fault

Posted: Thu Mar 21, 2019 9:17 am
by mary96
Thank you for responding im going to change my GP because I now have a fear of going there is make me so anxious.

Im really at the point of I don’t care about anything, I’m just have this numbing ache of sadness.

I’m trying to think everyday you will get through this but I don’t believe it, has anyone been this deep in a hole how did you get out ???

Re: Doctor told me it’s my fault

Posted: Sun Mar 24, 2019 10:58 am
by deb1960

I feel so sorry for you

You have suffered since you were 13. How awful for you. I don't understand your Dr. It's like telling them it's their fault they have cancer.

I wish you well.
Love Deb xx