Hi, first time I have done something like this ....
I have suffered with depression and anxiety since I was 13, many suicide attempts, many therapies and different antidepressants..
My mood started to spiral suicidel thoughts, not sleeping uncontrollably Crying then the numbness, emptiness comes.
I went to my doctors to get help and tell them I’m having suicidle thoughts maybe change my medication and just some general support as I’m on the edge
The doctor told me stop feeling sorry for your self and your choosing to make your self miserable
This has sent me spiralling I had a breakdown in work and now I have to be with someone at all times because I’m on the end to kill myself
Has this happened to anyone