Welcome zip and All,
Well done for posting and reaching out.
There are so many of us suffering MH issues at the moment and you are certainly not alone.
Unfortunately this forum does not provide a means for private chat, you may wish to post here as wellhttps://www.mentalhealthforum.net
Please reach out to all the services available to you as a student or post an individual message in this or the forum above. Please see some of the recent replies to Newbies as these may provide some other suggestions.