Thanks for your reply Rosehip.
You are brave I think, living in a small space.
You are right, the cleaninsh loo is good. This is not an obsession for me, it is just nice to be comfortable.
As I child, I worried when friends came to visit, we didn't have a nice loo and i knew that at some stage in a friend's visit they would ask to use the loo.
I lived with my Dad and cleaning the loo wasn't high on his priorities.
last year our loo didn't flush and we had to fill a bucket with water for the flush....we finally got a plumber to fix it...oh my! Plumbers are worth their weight in gold...that's why they can charge so much (LOL).
lately, I have joined a charity that does toilet twinning, so that someone, somewhere, can have a decent place to go.
The meds and the depression mean that cleaning is challenging, I do feel for people who have the difficulty of OCD and feel compelled to clean, that must be difficult too.