I’m 58 years old. I’ve lived with depression, anxiety and suicidal ideation since I was in my early teens. My mother died of cancer when I was three. I experience periods of feeling sad and wanting to cry, though I never can. I’d love to know whether I need to grieve for the mother I can’t remember, or whether the sadness is just part of my mental being, and I presume that I, unconsciously grieve for my mother because that seems to be plausible.
I’d be very intrested to chat with an adult who lost a parent when they were a child.