So basically I'm in a long distance relationship of 2 years, we've met in person twice.
I keep saying horrible things to him every so often, it's been going on for nearly 2 years, and he's starting to get really sick of it.
I tell him that I'm going to stop but I never do. I just want to stop!!!!! Why do I keep doing it???? I have no idea!
Tonight I told him that 'you're sick of me, aren't you' and he again told me to stop talking rubbish and that I need to change my attitude. I don't mean any of the stupid things I say but I can't stop!!!!
Examples of things I've told him in the past:
You never wanted me anyway
You're a liar
You're a manipulative sociopath
I don't want to meet you again
I don't want you anymore
I'm sick of you
You don't appreciate anything that I do