I don't know why I am feeling this way, I just feel it! I don't know why I am here, but I am.
I just want to go, I don't want to be here and feel this way for much longer.
I wish I was brave and could stab myself and kill me. I am a coward man!!!
I thought of hiring someone to kill me but can't find ANYONE.
I feel I am not right, I am ugly, fat, stupid, crazy, old, and I don't know.
Just feel I don't want to be alive, what for?