I’m new here. I’m only just turned 18 last week. In school I was bullied and this was when I began to get anxiety symptoms. For two years I suffered panick attacks alone. This year my physical health fell apart and I was in hospital due to my asthma for 6 weeks al together. This caused me to lose my place at college and I became depressed. I went to my GP and got put on 20mg Of sertraline which in time has been raised to 50, now 100mg. I have had counselling but it didn’t do much.I have been unemployed also since last December and been to countless job interviews and heard nothing ect. I have just had an interview for a dental apprenticeship and I have secured the job but won’t start for a few months as I need references, vaccines, a crb check. I have been suffering with panic attacks but less frequently up until yesterday. Yesterday I had the most horrible experience. It didn’t at all feel like a panic attack, I was hysterically crying and screaming at my boyfriend and mom out of nowhere. I was running around frantically and I just couldn’t calm down it was scaring them. I was fuelled with rage and I began smacking my head as hard as I could of my wardrobe door and now my head is bruised. I was smashing up my room and then when i stopped I was lay on my bed shaking and crying and screaming. This lasted for hours. I could hear unusual noises and whirring in my head and couldn’t calm down. I’m seeing my GP this afternoon at half 3.
Can someone please help me what was this