After months and months of not coming on here, I've come back to find I'm still aggrivated and frustrated by exactly the sane things I was frustrated by before. There are some of us on here who take the time not just to post about our own needs, but to try and be there for others, I'm sure those of us that do this , also do this with our relationships in real world. We do that for each other and others, I can think of only 4 people that consistently have done this since I started and are still doing it. People. Who join would do well to understand that if you want some help, support or convo, that there probably not the only one, so add to the forum by reaching out and having contact with others, and not just being selfish.
This forum reflects how I'm treated in real world and how I respond. I REALLY get frustrated when my posts are ignored , read but not responded, and when the person asking for help does not respond I mean I'll give it a few days or week I've realised how this works now, but still frustrating as the reason I come on here is to try and receive solidarity that I don't get I the world,
So when I'm being ignored or only having people say what they need and not bothered about how others feel once they feel there need is sorted it's just annoying
Fir the past two weeks my phone only rings to have people want something from me, I'm lonely , I feel myself getting frustrated, even though I'm blessed to give my new home. This is probably definitely triggering a response of my reaction towards this forum.
This forum not working fir me right now, (expect game book) I enjoy offering support but what I need is responses..
So I get that on here people may not even been well enough to respond so no grad feelings, it's just not working for my mental health, how at 11am can I be so agitated that I considering drinking. Time to go back to isolated living, so that I'm not frustrate by such things..
Just think people in today's culture very selfish, you try support and reach out and people don't seem to respect that anymore.