Hi guys. Umm I'm kinda new to this so I'll just start with introducing myself.
I have been diagnosed with bipolar disorder and just a year ago I got out of a very, very abusive relationship, that was going on for 3 years.
But what I really need to talk about right now is not about this. For some reason I feel so empty when I talk to other people. It's not even a matter of anxiety, somedays I do feel anxious but that's not everyday (one day I'll feel like I'm the best person ever and the other I just don't really want to see anyone). The problem is, I literally feel empty, and sometimes things people say will just stick to my head and I just won't be able to stop thinking about it. It does make me sad sometimes but it's usually this... emptiness that won't go away.
I really don't know what to do, I'm not sure I even want to have friends.