Feels like the progress I've made os crumbling away and I'm on that slippery slope to disaster.
Each day is such a struggle, and I can't visualise a future I think there's only one outcome.
I've been fighting the urges more and more.
With little to do every day it feels like I'm going more and more crazy, the recent years have been very bizarre, though I've come out of that to discover a wreck of a life.
Not sure how to resist the urges any more.
Any suggestions as to how to fill empty days ?