Guess what folks... After i recovered from the slap in the face.. I wrote an honest letter to the surgery i was wanting to change to and explained that i didnt want to 'sort it out' with my old GP and that i was in a depression crisis and needed to be accepted by them... And today...? They rang me and said yes!! So hip hooray.. !I can now work towards a medication review and a fresh pair of eyes on my condition! My message to you? And to myself? HANG IN THERE when things look tough... TELL people your needs and try not to be devastated when things dont work out first time around. You WILL get there.. And its such a relief!
For anyone else who reads this... If you do have a grievance with NHS treatment, google PALS .. The patient liaison service... That would have been my next step. They look quite helpful there...
Good luck all xx