I miss the familiar faces. I find that if I answer to a first post it's unlikely I will get an answer. These days i only give a brief welcome. Andthistoo writes his diary and i sometimes pop on that. Em has a tough time and I pop on her's sometimes.
I think communiation, no matter how brief is very necessary.
I am reading a book 'Woman on the Edge of Time', fiction. I read it in my twenties and had forgotten how much I liked it. I am hopeless at. ?synopsis but the main character of the book is a Mexican living in America who spends long stretches in a psyci hospital and is treated like garbage. Sounds depressing I know. But sheis contacted by someone from 2137 where everyone and everything is treated with respect. She also sees a dystopian future. The ending is very satisfying. She gets her own back big style.
Going by Trump, your situation and many other things, a dystopian future seems ever more probable. Sorry to end on that low note.
I will continue to pray for you.