I know how You feel Penguin ,
I am starting to get those feelings back , they are so hard to fight .
But fight them you must Penguin, who else is? What put you there , the things that made you feel this way, are you going to let them win! . You’ll say yes, but you yourself know that’s not true.
Your here aren’t you, that’s taken courage , because you want to live , but the pain is so overwhelming. I know my friend , the feeling can be so strong it can consume you. You feel powerless to its pull.But yet something, however small, in the back of your mind, says....fight this..
I call it your Subconscious Protector. This protector is fighting so hard to make you realise you are valued on this planet, you are somebody , don’t give in, don’t let , what put you here, defeat you. Because what put you here , has won otherwise. It doesn’t matter what is , it’s different for everybody, every bodies reason for living, smiling , laughing and crying is different .
But what is the same for all of us , is the pain that comes when your world folds in on you.
I feel it all the time penguin, for so many years my life’s been a battle of not giving in to negative thoughts, it’s not been easy, as all battles aren’t , but I’m determined to not loose this battle In the darkness that can consume me, I’m determined to win to see another sunrise, so that one day that sunrise will come with someone to feel that despair with love. Because that’s what it all comes down to at the end of the day, that simple word ...Love.
In a world that struggles with that word...It can seem like it don’t exist. I’ve been there with these thoughts Penguin.. But I’m here to tell you it does..It can be found in the most unlikely places..But nothing comes without a search of it..Its a battle , but who says that it’s a battle we have to loose, no one , except your self doubt ..Believe ,and anything is possible.
We all value life Penguin , even suicidals like you and me , we all want to live, we all have to listen to our subconscious , it’s the reason your here. Listen to your Subconscious Protector , it’s the one that wants you to live, don’t give up, round that next corner could be everything that lifts that darkness, that starts to heal your pain. Each day is a journey , with an objective in sight ..Life!!! ...And what that precious thing brings.
Keep strong my friend , you’ll be thankful you did...