Feeling very low again. It is only 10 weeks since my last stay in hospital. It was a 12 week stay and i was put through the ringer - manic- followed by a crippling depression. I am absolutely exhausted with it all because i am feeling worse day by day and i am worried where it will all end up. My CPN is coming to see me Friday and my wife is going to ring her tomorrow so she will be prepared for her visit. I was suicidal with my last depression. I told my pdoc it's not only the depression to contend with it is the agains and agains either highs or lows often several times a year i am asked to cope with. I have voiced that my wife would be better off without me. She disagrees but nevertheless i have to cope with it all Sorry i think i have posted in the wrong forum.
Take Care