I'm new to online forums but looking for some advice and possibly understanding. To cut a long story short I'm a 35 year old woman who has struggled with anxiety disorder and depression all my life. Currently I'm on venlafaxine and see a private therapist once a week. All of which have helped prove my mental health, however today I failed my driving test for the 4th time and it's just triggered my feelings of worthlessness and failure. I pretty much feel like a failure compared to my peers as I'm single, never been married, no children, I trained as a teacher but found the workload too much so gave that up. Still work in education but took on a role with less pressure which has helped me mental health wise but I feel a failure in that I'm not doing what I trained for. I just feel rubbish at the mo and I just don't want to burden my friends. Anyways I'm probably not making much sense as I'm feeling overwhelmed by my feelings. Any advice or thoughts would be most appreciated.