Hi sorry not been on, to add to my worries I got made redundant last Monday with immediate effect. Im so lost with this life at the moment. Now I have no money for anything, I did allow myself to buy a takeawy & sweets for myself & daughter to sit watch a movie together & you know what it was wonderful & I didn’t feel guilty about spending money I don’t have to spend on luxuries.
Babs, Im sorry you feel that way too, its so difficult. Likewise we have no contact with father & his family. My family all have their own lives & don’t think they really understand how lonely & difficult things can be & well for my mum she just doesn’t bother but thats another issue that Im trying not to let bother me.