I don't know what to think of work. I thought that I'd been given a chance to shine, and I've shown them the skills I have and how I've helped others, but I over herd them say that they were going to stop me from applying for the kind of work I am doing. I don't get paid for it now but was told that I could , I do better than them but they are so dead set against me getting a job I love and can do.
I have a feeling that they don't want to me to get work as they herd rubbish things about me. I've never upset anyone, hurt anyone and I know that it's not going to happen, I've herd that there not giving me paid work.
Then one of them says I'll put in a good word for you, keep reminding them. Why do people have to lie or be such hypocrits.
I have told them that I don't want to go back to the agency, and they look at me and say not directly in words but in metaphors that I don't want to work, which isn't true.
Ido want to work , I can do the job better than them, I just can't afford to set myself up or get loans. I'm so close to saying why arent you giving me a chance and falling out with them.