SURGERY DISCUSSED IN THIS POST. DO NOT READ IF THAT BOTHERS YOU!
Like the title says, my mental stuff is not too bad compared to other posts I have read. I had many test when I was young, the conclusion was "he is clever, he just doesn't care"... ALways had social problems, have learnt to fake it now. The Missues thinks I am Autistic, I think I am just kind of a butt hole. COmbined with semi legal self medication I was pretty happy, for the first time I can remember.
That was just backgorund info. The reason I am here, is that a relative died, (upset, but I can cope..) and now I am encouraged to do tests to see if the same thing will kill me, and get MAJOR surgery to fix it. Hospitals, and idiots that would like to put me in one, are pretty much the only thing that scares me. (also robots, but that would be my own stupid fault for helping design them)