"I think it's for us to decide if you're "wasting our time", don't you?"
"I don't think you are: you are afraid that you might need this treatment and that's not a logical thing, so trying to make it go away with logic won't work."
Actually, it might. I won't give details, because I know people with far worse problems are going to read this, but, Darwin.
"You need someone to listen to your fears and help you overcome them."
This is probably correct, but Daddy dearest said that I should "stick nut on" (headbutt) such people, and tell them to fuck off. I know that is stupid, but even the people who claim to be past such things have bad reactions when they hear something they don't understand. (Daddy is very disapointed that I am not a violent twat)
"Please avoid alcohol, however, as this won't help you at all."
I don't belive I ever mentioned alcohol? I do like to have a big drink, but only two days each week. I could easily be an alcoholic, but I have seen the long term results, so I will not.
The chemicals I like are things that help me sleep. Alcohol, great, but very unhealthy, Ketamine, awesome, but it is basically imposible to get clean stuff, generic pharms fill this space.
"Are there any websites for people with this condition where you could talk to people with the same fears as yourself? "
Those websites might exist. But those people will probably think that doctors will fix them. I dont want make them do a poo in there pants.