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[Dovahkiin]

I've typed out a hundred different posts just now, none of them fit what i want to say.. dont even know why i'm typing this out.. in the hope that maybe the words will come to me? who cares though.. i don't..

[painkillerv3]

Words are just words but thoughts are accurate, whats your thoughts?

[Dovahkiin]

i'm split into thirds at the moment, 1 third = living in a dream world inside my head.. 1 third = walking round on autopilot, not functioning properly, feeling like i'm actually in a dream.. 1 third = not often but sometimes i'm in the real world (like now) and feel absolutely horrendous.. although i can feel myself drifting to another world inside my head again.. xxxx

[painkillerv3]

Has anything happened lately to make you feel this way?

[Dovahkiin]

nothing i can think of. everything is just overwhelming me at the moment i think.. xxxx

[DC07]

sorry you are feeling like this, Im stuck for words too. hope you feel better soon, you've had it tough recently x

[umbrella4therain]

Im sorry to hear you have been feeling so unwell lately. Just having those experiences alone I imagine is overwhelming enough. It is scary feeling in between worlds and feeling unreal. I hope that the "real world" can become an easier place for you to be. I know this is far easier said than done but I have found with similar symptoms that in the same way that worrying about a panic attack makes it worse, worrying about the symptoms when I am back to feeling "in the 'real' world" makes them worse and reoccur because it adds to my stress level. In my experience these experiences can lead to feeling really out of control, as if everything could disintegrate at any minute. You are clearly having a really difficult time but you can make it through this and it wont always be this way. I know it will be hard to contact care co but maybe it could help if you could speak to a professional who could perhaps reassure and support you? xxx

[Dovahkiin]

Thank you guys, will reply properly when I'm not late/in a rush to get to my interview thanks though xxxx