angry rant * language trig

[MythEagle]

wtf is the point of anything anyway?
Emotionally all over the place. Thoroughly unsupported. Don't feel safe posting anywhere, here because I don't trust the powers that be, the new place because I don't know anyone and they won't give a sh*t anyway. Struggling with people in my proximity, sounds, and very overheated making me more tetchy, meeting tomorrow for work which involves a counsellor I DNAd and refused to go back and see so bricking it, overtired, tearful and completely FRAGGING ALONE.
So I tell you what? Why don't you go off in your stupid little head and shout in there, because no-one is going to listen and no-one is going to care. You burnt your bridges, you're the one who can't stick therapy, you're the **ck up. Deal with it you completely useless TW4T

Queue spiral in a downwards direction.

[MythEagle]

((Lu))

[Taffy2]

Hi M. E.
Hi Lu
Giant hugs to both of you xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

[craziememe]

just want to send you a hug xx

[MythEagle]

cheers guys, just got allot of stuff going on and being "displaced" within support communities doesn't help at all.

just want to crawl into bed and cry for a bit. but i won't. thanks for caring x

[MythEagle]

unfortunately i missed out on the ability to cry gene. it only happens now at the death of animals or stuff about kids dying on the tv.

[ams_bee]

Big love to you my darling. I could have written this. I hope it was as cathartic for you writing it as it was for me reading it. x