Hi Foggy, how are you doing today? Sorry to hear how bad things are for you right now.
Its ok to post on different forums, I get a bit lost on this site myself
I don't know much about bipolar with psychotic episodes but it sounds scary. what sort of delusions and hallucinations are you having? Is there anything you find helps distract you - doings tasks round the house or garden, music or sport commentary on your headphones?
Wondering if your cpn is coming tomorrow. You said next Monday so i wasn't sure. Hoping you have a good relationship with him/her - can you be open about how you're feeling?
There is no shame in needing hospital admissions (so much stigma but no shame)
Sending hugs to you and your wife