whisper wrote:Had to bury my emotions over the last month or so and now I am very overwhelmed with them!! I have to s/h before I do something that I may not come back from!!! I can't cope with all these feelings, I could quite easily end myself!!! I need pain, the physical kind!! I need it to really hurt!! To take my mind off of all this stuff in my head!! I am sorry if this is upsetting for anyone, I selfishly thought that maybe having seen and shared my thoughts on here may delay the inevitable for me!
whisper wrote:I know that I have a real issue about letting anyone too close to me, but I could really do with a hug, a proper hug! Just to feel safe, for a minute!!! Sounds so daft to me!! But that is what I need!! Someone to hold me up while I fall apart! I have not allowed anyone to hug me for a very long time because It makes me feel so vulnerable!! To let someone know that im at a weak point in this life and maybe need to borrow some strength!! (For a second)
Please don't hurt me with this! I have opened up and I am very frightened about being open to abuse now! Be gentle!!!
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