I wish i could move on, i have been ill for 22 years. Right now, and to update those who dont read my posts, Im not well following a change of medication. The medication that was working was poisoning me so had to be changed. The washout period caused a relapse. The new meds don't work well on controlling my mood, I have bipolar 1. I also have recently been diagnosed with moderate M.E. and I also have mobility problems through marked osteoarthritis. The cumulative effect of all of this has resulted in suicidal depressive thoughts, which I have been trying to post to get support for.
I would appreciate a modicum of support and understanding of what it is like to experience a severe and enduring mental health problem based in psychosis, I would appreciate the same rules of showing a degree of understanding towards people who may be sensitive to posts which may have double meaning or could be construed as direct attacks.
Please, just because I have been here for a number of years, and just because I have a job, does not mean I am any less vulnerable than anyone else.
If you can't respect my wishes, please block me, or refrain from commenting on my threads.
I'm not mad, I'm furious
When injustice becomes law, rebellion becomes duty