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deadchick07
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Re: no more trig

Postby deadchick07 » Mon May 28, 2012 3:32 pm

had a really vivid dream the bailiffs were breaking in, it woke me up at 4.19am to go and check the door.

ironically had an afternoon nap and was woken by the postie knocking. I was terrified. beginning to struggle with what is real and what isnt
I'm not mad, I'm furious

When injustice becomes law, rebellion becomes duty

belle
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Re: no more trig

Postby belle » Mon May 28, 2012 3:39 pm

I had a very wierd experience the night before last at 4.20am so perhaps that is a bad time!
I think I was hallucinating but am not sure.
I was very frightened by what I saw from the window just as it was getting light - or thought I saw - or indeed the bits I saw and the bits I couldn't see.
I explained to the Crisis team and they tried to put a logical explanation to it - although there isn't one - and said not to over analyse it.
However, it remains a bad experience because, like you, it's hard to know what is real.
Take care.
x

deadchick07
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Re: no more trig

Postby deadchick07 » Mon May 28, 2012 9:31 pm

another night coming, another bleak thought follows
I'm not mad, I'm furious

When injustice becomes law, rebellion becomes duty

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Re: no more trig

Postby umbrella4therain » Mon May 28, 2012 10:56 pm

Please keep safe DC. Im struggling for words a bit tonight but I know things are hard for you and Im thinking of you. Its horrible feeling on the edge of being able to know what is real. sorry. I wish I could say something useful. take care and keep talking. xxx

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Re: no more trig

Postby belle » Mon May 28, 2012 11:10 pm

I hope you can have a good sleep tonight and wake up feeling more refreshed.
xx

deadchick07
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Re: no more trig

Postby deadchick07 » Tue May 29, 2012 11:01 am

still struggling.
I'm not mad, I'm furious

When injustice becomes law, rebellion becomes duty

belle
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Re: no more trig

Postby belle » Tue May 29, 2012 11:28 am

Hello.
The constant struggle is hard isn't it?
Could you maybe just think of 2 tiny things you could do (and achieve, sort of cheating really) and try to do them?
It might make you feel like you have managed something?
Thinking about you.
xx

deadchick07
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Re: no more trig

Postby deadchick07 » Tue May 29, 2012 8:03 pm

still struggling. But then, does it really matter, it's only me after all.
I'm not mad, I'm furious

When injustice becomes law, rebellion becomes duty

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Re: no more trig

Postby judithj » Tue May 29, 2012 8:13 pm

it does matter because you matter. you've told us some things that you're finding stressful. we can't change these but we are listening, hugs, Judith xxx

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Re: no more trig

Postby deadchick07 » Tue May 29, 2012 10:13 pm

the things im finding stressful are problems that are and have been there for the last 3 years, theyre just getting to me more at the minute because im not feeling good.
I'm not mad, I'm furious

When injustice becomes law, rebellion becomes duty


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