Thanks for all your support!.
Ive been emailing the samaritians everyday since the 8th of december 2011!
ive emailedsane but they havent got back to me! might not have got my emailsproperly,the problem with emailing is because everyone gets so many it takes 12 hours to repsond i cant pick up the phone to any of them though as i go to press the call button then i freak out get scared and hang up!.
Thanks for the hug i really need one!.
I will try to tell my therapist on tuesday she normally starts with my mood but CBT meant to be a quick treatment im worrying that they will refer me to someone else different when ive just got comfrotable and close to my therapist now!.
Its in sucha horrible mess i am a mess and i dont deserve this life just wish i wasnt sucha coward and take my life!
And the tears come streaming down your face,when you lose something you cant replace
Till now, I always got by on my own, I never really cared until I met you
No-one ever comes close to you