He's back tomorrow afternoon, although tbh I feel like I don't want to see him either but I guess it's for the best. Have ruled out going to my parents' house cos there's no way I could do the journey right now, even if I could cope with actually being there.
Arggggghhhhhhhhhh I just hate feeling like this
I wish I didn't know anyone so I could just slip away and not feel bad about it...
Sorry to moan on and on, I feel like that's all I ever do.