my cpn once told me most people who have suicidal feelings dont wanto die,but they dont know how to live.
my therapist said a similar thing to me.i would plan my death over and over and keep setting dates and she said it was a back up plan.
i didnt really wanto die but it was how i would cope with living.there would be a way out if things went too badly wrong
i hope you feel better now
It's nice to be important ,but it's more important to be nice
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