Thanks so much for your kind words. I don't deserve it. But thank you.
When you are a patient in a unit the staff have to be nice to you, they have to care as you are their patient. Now, the only person they are looking after is your friend and they probably don't understand the relationship you have and how much you help each other. They haven't been where you are
The staff there are shocked when I tell them I visit her once a week without fail, it's as though they expect me to just forget about her because she's locked away. They've not been as horrible as they were tonight and I go every week. I'm very insecure in my friendship, I'm terrified that one day she'll abandon me like everyone else has. I'm finding it incredibly hard at the moment because the staff have taken everyones phone off them and I get paranoid if I don't talk to her. I'll try my best not to cut, it's just so tempting at the moment
Thanks again L2xxx