I've suffered with depression for about a year and a half now, I got help about a year ago and got put on anti-depressants which seemed to help but I feel like I am over powering these tablets (not helping me) and I'm beginning to get into the horrid stage I was in last year when I tried taking my life. I'm frightened, frightened that I will just keep on getting worse. I'm seeing my counsellor tomorrow and am going to try and see my doctor sometime this week but these things seem such a long time away when I feel like this. Ten minutes feels like hours, today has been such a drag and I can't wait for the time when I can go to bed so that I can get rid of these feelings.
I just wish people would listen to me, I wish people cared.