I've started getting joint pain when I am in bed - it is so annoying, so I can sympathise with you
We all think we are a waste of space - but thats just how our head works and no matter how many people tell you that you are not, it is hard to challenge
For the record though - I know you are not a waste of space xxx
It's hard to keep a secret when it's written all over your body.
It makes you feel able to cope with life, while at the same time it's destroying you.