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Yannie
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black hole

Postby Yannie » Fri Jan 14, 2011 12:46 pm

being sucked down again
just want to sleep
so tired
sleep - don't think/feel
but the nightmares come and deny me even that
trying to fight
losing
'If I only had the words then I would write them all down, if I only had the voice I would speak, it's there in my eyes and coming straight from my heart, why don't you look at me and read 'em and weep'

Yannie
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Re: black hole

Postby Yannie » Sun Jan 16, 2011 2:40 pm

Thank you for your reply lainy
feeling a little better today
trying to 'fight the fight'
Hope you are ok
Thanks once again
'If I only had the words then I would write them all down, if I only had the voice I would speak, it's there in my eyes and coming straight from my heart, why don't you look at me and read 'em and weep'

Yannie
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Re: black hole

Postby Yannie » Mon Jan 17, 2011 2:07 pm

i
just
want
to
give
up
'If I only had the words then I would write them all down, if I only had the voice I would speak, it's there in my eyes and coming straight from my heart, why don't you look at me and read 'em and weep'

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caz
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Re: black hole

Postby caz » Mon Jan 17, 2011 2:16 pm

hiya Yannie....whats making you feel like giving up hun? please hang in there xx
“The darkness that surrounds us cannot hurt us.
It is the darkness in your own heart you should fear."


Where there's a way out.....I will find it!!!!

craziememe
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Re: black hole

Postby craziememe » Mon Jan 17, 2011 9:17 pm

hi yannie. how are you feeling now? please dont give up, i know its hard but you have to keep fighting- you'll get there i promise.
keep talking to us xx
Craziememe

Yannie
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Re: black hole

Postby Yannie » Tue Jan 18, 2011 6:16 pm

Thank you caz and meme for your replies, means a lot
Still fighting a very dark cloud but can't give up because my children need me, at the moment they are the only reason I get up in the morning - guess I am lucky to have them
Hope you both have some sunshine in your lives x
'If I only had the words then I would write them all down, if I only had the voice I would speak, it's there in my eyes and coming straight from my heart, why don't you look at me and read 'em and weep'

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Re: black hole

Postby craziememe » Tue Jan 18, 2011 11:32 pm

im glad you are conyinuing to fight yannie, it'll be worth it in the long run. stay safe xx
Craziememe

Yannie
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Re: black hole

Postby Yannie » Wed Jan 19, 2011 1:24 pm

Feel so very low today
Got youngest off to school and went back to bed
Wish I was still asleep
Can't do anything
Absolutely useless
:cry:
'If I only had the words then I would write them all down, if I only had the voice I would speak, it's there in my eyes and coming straight from my heart, why don't you look at me and read 'em and weep'

Yannie
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Re: black hole

Postby Yannie » Wed Jan 19, 2011 8:59 pm

everything seems to be going wrong
can't cope with it
lorazepam or alcohol
or both?
'If I only had the words then I would write them all down, if I only had the voice I would speak, it's there in my eyes and coming straight from my heart, why don't you look at me and read 'em and weep'

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judithj
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Re: black hole

Postby judithj » Wed Jan 19, 2011 9:04 pm

i'd go for the lorazepam - less of a depressant, but definitely don't mix them, hugs, Judith xxx


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