Hi meme, I'm sorry, I don't know what to say because I've never been sexually abused or emotionally neglected. When it happens from the people who are supposed to care for you the most...well, I can't even begin to comprehend it. I just want you to know that you are precious to us, a loving friend who has so much to give! You're a treasure and you're loved because you're you. Whatever has happened to you (and I know they have been terrible things), your trust was betrayed by the very people who were supposed to protect and care for you. You have NOTHING to reproach yourself for, nothing at all. NONE of it was your fault meme - NONE OF IT! I so wish I could make it better for you and all I can do is pray and I do pray that the Lord will protect you and your son. He loves you more than you can imagine and He will reap justice for what was done to you.
I've written a poem which I'll pm to you. Given that it's Easter weekend, It's quite apt. Take care sweetheart! Robbie X