I have missed you to. It sounds like you are having a pretty crap time just now. I am here for you friend as you have been for me.
It is nice being home, strange a little but nice. Hospital offers a security and safe enviroment with little responsability which is nice for a while if you know what I mean.
Meme is there anything I can do if so you need only to ask but once.
Your are a good person who did not deserve or ask for all the shit that has happened to you. You are a strong person who is living and not just surviving through all that crap. Be proud of yourself tonight for being brave enough to write and keep talking I am listening. I do not have the answers but you have my ear I here for you. You are not on your own and if need be I can chat to you all night if it helps
YOU WILL GET THROUGH THIS.