This last two weeks have been pretty crap for me as I have had my first relapse into the great shit of a world called depression. I did not know that I would or could relapse yip naive or what.
Anyway you will have seen from my wee verse in another part of this site I am not feeling just my best yet. However I want to pay homage to my beautiful partner who sadly has become my carer and true true pals.
Red, blue, green and pink my favourite colours of jelly tots. Some days I love them others days not. You, my lover, partner, equal and on those darker days my sunlight, motivator and cook, cleaner and brainwasher. In money terms I could not afford you in love terms I do not deserve you. Thank you such a misrepresented word to short and shallow yet so much mean't.
Friends no not the passing how you doing oneS I mean the real ones thick or thin they are there you can't shake them off no matter what. Boundaries pushed harshed words of rejection shared but you get up in the morning and guess who is there saying how about some toast it will make you feel better with a wee smile because we both know toast yeah the magical taste and power of toast makes every thing okay NAE I eventually admit it IS because your here pal.