I hope you can sleep peacefully tonight.
Sometimes I think these drugs make sleep weird and give people bad dreams.
Try to relax and go somewhere nice in your imagination.
You have such a gift of an inner eye so maybe you can use it to your advantage and retreat there as you go to sleep? That way you chose where you go.
For me it would be a long, white sandy beach, turquoise waves lapping the shore, blue sky, warm, healing sunshine and peaceful.....