Pretty nervous about posting, I've never been on a forum before. Thank you in advance for taking the time to read what I have to say.
I've been in a relationship for nearly 3 years. The man I've been with is who I considered to be the love of my life. However, about a year or so ago, things really took a dive. He was showing very clear signs of depression and PTSD. I begged him to get help before it became worse, but he shrugged it off. Slowly but surely, he started to change into someone else. I would go ages without hearing from him. He had no desire to be around me or do anything he used to like doing. I have had depression before and believe it's something that I'll always dip in and out of. But this guy truly was the love of my life and though I've had s ppme.depression while I've been with him, having him was always my silver lining. Please don't take me wrong - depression is a monster and I know that being in a relationship should be the least of someone's worries when they are like that. I've been there myself.
The thing is, he's treated me quite badly through all of this. But I can't seem to walk away. He has done a lot to hurt and betray me. I'm finding it hard to forgive but also feel like I love him and don't want to leave him. I don't know what to do.