Meme, don't you dare stop posting - I would miss you so much
Seriously, please don't stop posting. It only upsets us to hear that you're feeling so bad because we wish we could do more to help you. But you don't deserve what you've been through, you never did, and you don't deserve what you're having to cope with now, none of us do. If I had a magic wand, I would wave it over everyone on this site and beyond, to make us all better and abolish MH issues forever. Unfortunately I don't have a wand (Harry Potter I aint!!) so please please just hang on in there, Meme, and be certain that my thoughts, prayers and love are with you while you're finding things so hard. I wish I could do more, I really do, but I don't know what else to say.
Lots and lots of love and hugs