I've just joined the forum. I'm 35 and have suffered from depression on and off for 17 years but its been constant for the past 12 months and never, ever this bad. I self harm on a daily basis and being at rock bottom see the only way forward is suicide.
I have a mental health assessment tomorrow and really don't know what to expect. i know I have to open up (my big problem) and if they don't see me as a priority I'll have to wait months and months for any kind of therapy.
Can anyone advise me please?