I live approximately 10 years in uk with sober brain at all time [beside one drank party].
I came back to school to study mechanics and grow bigger at many fields but i still have habit to compare with others [even i read chimp paradox to not compete with others]
I will tell you truth people in 80 percenteges of cases recognize I am polish and it takes first mintures of talk after obviously i want to be the best at everywhere and poker is one of field where i can be supported by my upbringing successes where young poker players from easter neurope are richer than me and achieved other successes connected with this game.
I took shower now and made all what i wanted to write about this in 15 minutes but as dinner time comes think will make rain check for that.
when i changed my phone and do not contact my destructive olders i created beutiful world around me full of love , support ,wealth and following jeff bezos words if you receive uncodnitional love you will be able to take risk [successfulyy].
I had bigger respect, safety, conditions during 2 weeks in jail than at my family homes as i did not have lucj with parents, family, olders where cut contacts work even more than great for wallet, wellbeing, high perofrmance and everything.
What my stepfather [from kurdistan originally ]told me better do not say as changing phone number was one of best idea as i told him and to my mother that if they approach me i will kill them and it was great step to create nice life full of support, cars, computers, spacecrafts, love and everything what is good.
My relationship with tru father were same bad .fortunately from many years i am independendt can be happy can eat read work drive car and everything.
I am personally after 33 street fights, karate course so i do not afraid of many things as when i was young due to my poor ,destructive uprbringing 2 people jump on my face .
Poker as long as I research trhoug books ,forum uses mathematics in many cases [probability of particular card configuration ].
and as long as i know beside being e-newspaper editor or programmer is one of the fastest way to go trugh nobilit yat wikipedia [great soruce of references and secondary sources approved by wikpedia notability ]
I noticed if i perform good [like for example launched rockets recently [models] i received praises and evne converted old enemies into friends[particular some engish racists].
It is cheaper and faster to become poker player than many professions as approved mob hebndon lists shows torunaments where entry fee cost 115 + more so after that you start to be poker player
Biggest travel i did in uk was approximately 200-300 miles.
If somebody start to make me alcoholic say bad rumours about or start to be abuse me i say you are not player for me and you go one on one with me people usually do not fight even i am short and step back.
I was called by one of my tenant that you are first guy from europe which i do not see drank, also one man told me i saw you doing mathematics which gives me optimism as my olders used to force me into social distortation, angry and alcoholism accosuing of their unlogical beliefs not mentioning of telling me that i should go hangmyself where in jail i was adviced not to be alone in one cell in case i hangmyself shows i did not have good start.
I should write here about my poor ubringing just about becoming poker player.
I wanted write more but after i will write supporting arguments.
Keep things tgoether.