I've already replied to you on another thread.
jazzrose343 wrote:I am responsible for all the financial things within the house and a large amount of the practical responsibilities.
This isn't fair. If you feel you can't cope with it, you shouldn't be doing it. Either someone else must or someone should help you.
Find someone who'll speak up for you, and demand support from mental health services. Don't give up until you get it. Perhaps your local MIND group will be able to help.