I was in the middle of my post when a message popped up telling me sorry but my month had run out and I had to top up. I should have saved the message but here i go again. It's so frustrating when you lose a post!
Re my pregabalin I was thinking about it this morning, imagining it working and living a normal life again. I had 3 good years in 07 8 and 9, then a good year in 13. Other than that I've had 3 (always 3) tantalising months that in their joy have planted hope. In fairness I never had more than 3 bad months other than the early days
. But, and it's a big but, I have developed a far better relationship with God. Also i went back to poetry which has improved a lot and im currently writing childrens poems. I'm actually managing to write bits of them now,while I'm ill which is a first for me. Also I have greater compassion which I am able to show to those who need it, because of course they are the ones I come into contact with. That is true for you too. You give hope to me and others through your own suffering.
When II've finished posting I will turn to my bible and read st Psul. Btw I was at the Salvation Army craft group. The minister who runs it is lovely. What is weird though is that with all her compassion she believes that we can only be saved ie go to heaven through Christ. She isn't ever so sure about everyone else. That doesn't make sense to me.
I hope your tablets work soon and congratulations on being rid of your psychopath cellmate.
I've gone on. I hope that's ok. I am constantly fascinated by God.