Omg... your doing so well considering your situation, it makes me long fir your release from that place, and just want to offer many many words of encouragement. It must be so difficult to sleep, with the noise that you've briefly explained.
Well I'm glad the cellmare has goood points for you to focus on.
I hear you about not slamming door in Jw face, it's funny but in years previously when I've been down, when they knocked at my door they really comforted me, my sons grandparents are JW so I do have understanding of them.
Yep my name is Natalie , is your actually ISAP or is that a user name?
On your last point, I can only say that after 40 years alive , with nothing going to plan, I can only say the most certain thing in life is Uncertainty! May or may not be a comfort, but definitely your situation will change, we just pray it's on the 6th..
I'm quite tired tonight , eyes drooping as writing this, I was going to wait until tomorrow, as wanted to respond appropriately, but I thought I just send tonight, incase you need something to read whilst you lay on mattress.. by the way do JW bring you books or anything? Do you have anything to take your mind off where you are for even just a moment?
Anyway, all my love and best wishes, stay strong, we all, rooting for you, support you and I applaud you fir your strength in this truly testing situation.