ATTMP and Sir Hugo
Firstly awwwww bless you both for your nice comments and secondly
sir Hugo...less of the old..I'll have you know I'd beat you speed walking anyday
I literally came on and have been searching for my old, ooops I mean fellow virtual mates to see who's still using the site,,and hence found the most recent posts,,
How are you doing? Glad Medes making things easier.
Yes please a new game, I'm up for playing.
I disappeared for few months felt quite low Dec and January as you both know, but pushed through and started to get some support and less pressure from people around me, did mediation with my daughters father, and basically told him he's causing aLot of stress so back off from me (actually went to solicitors to get injunction based on emotional harassment, that's when he new I was serious) and just keep it strictly routine regarding my our daughter. I had the same mediation with my father who is quite toxic I began to realise, and once I found the triggers in people I was able to back off and then figure out positive ways to move forward, and just focus on the internal issues I faced and the social issues (housing , poverty etc) it was slow but by may I moved into my new home with the kids, been such a beautiful two months, got wifi connected recently so I'll have access regularly) still have anxieties as every one does etc, but no longer triggered by people disrespecting or crossing over my personal boundaries. Not on any antidepressants, although at times I feel maybe I should just to stay level and not feeling the need to drink.. I've been really working on myself and decided to stop being hard on myself...surprisingly that Sh@t works
, never stopped thinking about you guys though and the support yiu gave in those really dark dark days was unmeasurable.Thankyou.
Anyway I don't want to do my usually million word posts and bore you, but Sur Hugo let's get started on a game, I'm your second guinea pig.