How are you?
I'm sure there are other drugs he could try, but, unfortunately, I don't have a saying on his treatment nor his life now. He broke up with me in April, but we remained friends, and now, last Thursday, he sent me a whatsapp message saying he was going out to find a new life, so we couldn't keep in touch anymore...
I'm devastated. And it is as if he didn't know that I love him. He makes me feel as if he is relieving me from a burden, when he is actually breaking my heart in million pieces I can't even find...
After all I have read about depression, my sad conclusion is that there's nothing I can actively do to help my partner, specially if he doesn't want to be in touch with me.
He has become a completely different person. It's weird, shocking and heartbreaking. And nothing that I have done seems to help him to go back to his old self. On the contrary, the more efforts I put the worse it seems to be.
Therefore, there's no other way than stepping out, as terrifying and destructive to my heart as that is.
Thanks, Isap, for your words and concern.
I hope you are doing fine.