I wish things were better for you Belle, but you deserve some serious credit for hanging on in there despite it all. *big hug*
I was doing ok but work was definitely the trigger for my anxiety this time. Long story but I'm not the only person off sick in the team so I know I wasn't imagining things for a change. This last few days though I am not sure of the trigger, I've just lost all control of my anger. Self destruction is just devouring me any chance it gets. (Not the point of SUI I hope, never has yet). I started a med earlier this week and I wonder if it doesn't agree with me. I'll have to give it a few more days as its the weekend now.
I hold on to "Do you hear the people sing?" from Les Mis (apologies for errors)
"Do you hear the people sing?
Singing the songs of angry men
They are the voices of a people
Who will not be slaves again.
When the beating of your heart
Echoes the beating of the drum
There is a future and it starts when tomorrow comes"
You are braver than you think, and stronger than you know.