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loubat

trig trig trig my heart is dead

Postby loubat » Wed Oct 30, 2013 4:53 pm

Had fukin enough of this fuked up life done caring done fighting no point ends in same fukin way everytime left alone promises broken sick of hurting like this my mom, my dad,my sister,my whole family,partners,friends have all fuked off
And now they taken my best friend and I don't even know wot I done wrong but be honest and be me :'( well being me is the problem fuked up horrible bad selfish retard
Time to end it cuz I can't do this anymore :( :cry:

Avalon
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Re: trig trig trig my heart is dead

Postby Avalon » Wed Oct 30, 2013 8:21 pm

What's happened Lou? xx

loubat

Re: trig trig trig my heart is dead

Postby loubat » Wed Oct 30, 2013 8:36 pm

It's just me :cry :cry: can't feel like this again need it to end

Avalon
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Re: trig trig trig my heart is dead

Postby Avalon » Wed Oct 30, 2013 8:43 pm

No you've come too far to give in. Been through too much. Just sleep well tonight and start again tomorrow, baby steps, an hour at a time xx

loubat

Re: trig trig trig my heart is dead

Postby loubat » Wed Oct 30, 2013 8:45 pm

HUrts too much avalon

Lucretia
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Re: trig trig trig my heart is dead

Postby Lucretia » Wed Oct 30, 2013 9:28 pm

hi lou ,has something happened to one of your friends? xx huge hugs
It's nice to be important ,but it's more important to be nice
xxxxxx


non muggle and proud

loubat

Re: trig trig trig my heart is dead

Postby loubat » Wed Oct 30, 2013 9:36 pm

NOt allowed to talk to my best friend no more Lu heart broken :cry:

belle
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Re: trig trig trig my heart is dead

Postby belle » Wed Oct 30, 2013 10:38 pm

Lou Avalon is right.
You have come too far.
The person who helped me get through the last few days isn't the person you describe.
Can you say who has taken your friend away or not on here?
They have to explain properly to you why they have done this.
You have to be allowed to be you with someone.
I know we are only on here but we care and you haven't f'd us off.
I'm not having a go. That's the last thing you need when you feel so shit.
Your mind is telling you what you dad used to say to you and so many times you learned to believe it maybe.
You are not a 'fucked up horrible bad selfish retard'. Never - OK?
xxxx

loubat

Re: trig trig trig my heart is dead

Postby loubat » Wed Oct 30, 2013 10:53 pm

Then why do I lose everyone close to me belle I try to be kind but he was right I am them things and no one will ever love me like he said I have worked hard to not believe the words I get called but in end it truth. Wot the point in fightin anymore x

belle
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Re: trig trig trig my heart is dead

Postby belle » Wed Oct 30, 2013 11:03 pm

I know you have worked so hard not to believe them but when the same thing keeps happening all those horrible thoughts come back to haunt people.
I understand I think that in my way from my issues.
Yes, you do think what is the f.... point.
I know that from how I was last week.
When you (one) get slammed down time and time again it's hard to keep trying.
She will be able to come back maybe?
It's not her choice I suspect.
I will light a candle tonight because the flame burns true.
Please try to rest and keep safe, and maybe we can hold on to the fact that you are not that person on here for you until you are ready to take it back again?
(((xxxx)))


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