The only back up I have in place are my own, if things turn bad the psych comes to my house these days as its less likely to cause trouble with MD in a different/unfamiliar area. The only back up will also be just as brutal, sounds worse than it is but I do have cast iron cuffs for that reason but to use them people would have to get close enough and take a full frontal attack and the anchor point is broken as of last month so will need to find a secure place to latch onto.
I am mostly afraid that trying it will result in a power struggle one of which I will loose quickly, mentally im superior and faster to MD but in terms of escape he is better. There are so many variables, MD has taken 2 of the 6 females we see as territory and psych being male and will only see me with one of the females there it causes a larger problem than seeing me alone would. Its harder to control if I cant see what is happening im open to manipulation and the treatment rely's on focusing your mind with closed eyes to be effective. I cant trust the psych to keep MD under control if im not able to, during sessions MD has threatened to hurt,kill,weapon threats toward the psych if my chains break will he do what he threatened to do? the psych is small and will be of no challenge if it happened which may work in his favor may not be seen as a serious threat I dont know can be either way.
I'm a little tea pot bloody and cut, here is my handle here is my butt
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